January 2010
i am beyond frustration. on the point of giving up. hope he heeds the warning. but he’d laugh at the term “warning.” nothing works out to my advantage. i am left scrambling to try and make others happy, and i want no more of that. i want someone to truley care about me, not just in a certain way. i want someone to try for me, instead of me being persistant for my own needs.
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“It isn’t enough for your heart to break because everybody’s heart is broken now.”
– Allen Ginsberg (via bunnymitford)
Delphic Maxims
dreamboatcourtney:
bloodorangemoon:
Know thyself. Nothing in excess. Aid friends. Control anger. Shun unjust acts. Ackowledge sacred things. Hold on to learning. Praise virtue. Avoid enemies. Cultivate kinsmen. Pity supplicants. Accomplish your limit. When you err, repent. Consider the time. Worship the divine. Accept old age.
everyone around me
seems to sway the same way, emotionally, in a large mass surrounding me. whether it’s happy and uplifting or completely dark and heartbreaking. right now it’s the latter. it’s a large crowd of a unified emotion, which, i know, comes from my own center.
i want to leave. but where?
